finally

finally
free time
so many ideas
my chance to be
creative

party

Party
fun time
lots of games
friends old and new
celebrating

change

Change
future uncertain
making my investment
gambling on my hunch
hoping

Elfchen

Elfchen
no comments
for me anymore
not a single follower
sad

hunger

Hunger
perhaps physical
but far deeper
in this emotional desert
starving

wishing

Wishing
passing time
designing a future
that may not happen
ever

tv

tv
light entertainment
electronic baby sitter
a terrible time thief
thanks

sleep

sleep
pure luxory
much needed sometimes
I enjoy it much
always

unity

unity
two germanies
united to one
celebrate the unity today
again

puppy

Puppy
growing family
four excited children
not one but two
labradors

nothing

Nothing
is forever
each second passes
never to be repeated
ever

magical

magical
the love
I found finally
never leave me please
magic

within

Within
tightly corked
with iron control
straight face, blank expression
hidden

deceit

deceit
never nice
how can you
cheat on your love
now

lotterylo

lottery
did I
or didn't I
win the needed millions
hope

history

History
mixed memories
chance to learn
ingredients for better futures
together

trains

trains
stuffed full
take you away
to places you love
late

wink

Wink
speaks volumes
just some mischief
or a secret promise
sealed

Touch

Touch
light brushing
of the fingers
make the earth move
feverishly

dreams

dreams
sometimes vanish
into thin air
to make space for
more

bath

bath
hot water
takes away stress
gives me new energy
lovely

computer

Computer
wonder brain
your flawed logic
leaves me feeling unimpressed
totally

love

love
I am
or you are
in and around me
now

grown

Grown
independent life
stretching your wings
relying on your strength
surviving

midnight

midnight
soft silencee
lust lingers longingly
for you to be
here

equinox

Equinox
turning point
seasons in flux
looking forward looking back
balance

messy

Messy
your rubbish
scattered all around
the smell of sloth
pervades

mother

mother
your birthday
on a friday
all the best to
you :)

changes

changes
more responsibility
looking forward to
more work to do
once

award

Award
deserved recognition
given without expectation
your star burning brightly
illuminating

w

w
work, win
wine, wellness, wish
who, where and why?
weekend

Quest

Quest
dream unseen
hope still nurtured
a destination without doors
glimpsed

longing

Longing
one need
vast dreams await
every day i hope
genuinely

tests

tests
so many
written and unwritten
try to test yourself
over

tears

tears
flow easily
down my face
when loneliness takes over
sometimes

Boredom

Boredom
silent place
when imagination fails
the well is dry
barren

fever

fever
little creature
disturbed by heat
you are on fire
still

Tea

Tea
relaxing cup
a welcome pause
all my good times
infused

discovery

Discovery
fresh illumination
astonishing new knowledge
changing my life boundaries
redefining

Saturday

Saturday
set time
set a day
situate, saturate and exhilarate
Saturday

full

Full
stomach aching
what a banquet
now I must suffer
excess

Late

Late
missed deadlines
time moves fast
my pen moves slowly
unfortunately

chaos

chaos
my life
do not want
to miss a second
perfect :)

dreams

dreams
sweet dreams
sometimes come true
am working on it
yes

time

time
never enough
in my day
would pay for more
anytime

quiet

Quiet
silent world
an empty void
waiting for your sound
patiently

flying

Flying
with wings
isn't so clever
but flight of fancy?
amazing!

dreams

dreams
never lonely
hard to grasp
sometimes bewildered and disturbed
night

romance

Romance
strange confection
half forgotten dreams
a misty, faint reflection
hope

work

work
too much
my poor man
how can I help
please

beaten

Beaten
not destroyed
still standing proud
focused on the future
proud

rain III (I think)

rain
again, again
summer is over
fall introduced by rain
again

weekends

weekends
much enjoyed
soft and cosy
no more wild parties
ever?

Hero

Hero
standing proud
much admired example
just for being honest
dad

waiting

Waiting
not moving
anticipating future moves
silently planning for change
soon

money

money
so needed
most of times
so hard to make
usually

illness

illness
stupid thing
curtailing my enjoyment
making me so tired
drained

missing

missing
my art
to apply paint
to make colourful music
art

fear

fear
hinders us
puts up barriers
prevents us moving forward
positively

understanding

Understanding
from communication
frankly shared history
brings a new knowledge
clarity

house

house
our own
for the family
would be so nice
tomorrow

achievement

achievement
comes easily
with low expectations
and targets of nonsense
silly

no elfchen today

I dream, I die entirely
every time my heart is broken

I survive, barely
and try to buy another token

to play life's game
and I hope this time
won't be the same

(march, 2010)

Hotel

Hotel
transient place
for illicit liason
or a luxury break
relaxing

hands

hands
they hold
they reach out
they touch someone softly
hands

play

play
exploration time
a learning curve
trying out new ideas
safely

green

green
blue velvet
soft pearly silk
dipped in dark chocolate
blue

snapping

Snapping
under stress
left in pieces
leaving a raw wound
aching

wishlist

wishlist
new life
health and happiness
more space to move
money ;)

changes

changes
sometimes insidious
and hardly noticed
or a lightening strike
bursting

Mia

mia
my man
miss you much
so many moments
mummy

streaking

Streaking
feeling free
just flashing by
the way to hang
loose

students

students
field trip
they cross dress
and party all night
wildly

Hidden

Hidden
secret meaning
perhaps different intentions
a script for living
differently

star

star
shine brightly
for me tonight
and two times more
tomorrow

Silence

Silence
two sided
time for contemplation
a pit of pain
which?

cold

cold
at night
the truth is
I miss you badly
love

gambling

Gambling
for fun
well, at first
until your world collapses
dramatically

sun

sun
no sun
where are you
is summer already gone
fall

Meeting

Meeting
slowly learning
making cautious queries
building pictures of you
daily

pain

pain
so tough
my little girl
bruised her face today
badly

running

running
far away
you never stay
to share a moment
still

chaos

chaos
chaotic genius
chasing genuine ideas
to create and publish
catch

nights

nights
sometimes lonely
sometimes very quiet
or full of fun
sometimes

Sharing

Sharing
sometimes similar
and yet different
matching lives and hopes
together

solitude

Solitude
just me
for a time
focus on my stuff
developing

two

two
terrible two
terrorizing torturing two
try to tame you
too

cleaning

cleaning
dusting cracks
polishing the wood
making the house fresh
again

silence

silence
so nice
when she sleeps
like a lovely baby
sometimes

lazy

lazy
slumped sleeping
while life continues
and others shoulder burdens
selflessly

cry

cry
scream endlessly
hurt my ears
sobb your heart out
sleep!!!!

kisses

kisses
all different
meaning many things
but always very welcome
here

sunday

sunday
ends the peace
weekend far away
more work for me
endlessly

award

award
recognition given
for great service
time and time again
cheerfully

darkness

darkness
and thunder
storm in trees
rain running down windows
tonight

arcade

arcade
flashing lights
and loud music
thrilling all the family
fun

lack

lack
lack of
lack of luck,
luxury, leisure and love
lately

qualifications

qualifications
tell little
of your value
and the real you
shines

tree

tree
tree house
tree house hotel
we will be there
soon

http://www.baumkronenweg.at/bkw/de/baumhotel.html

visitors

visitors
bring life
introduce new variables
expand my familiar horizons
pleasantly